My first blog :)

Nov 15 2007

I used to be able to think and receive
no waiting time in between
Now working so hard to get anything
is making my heart too tired to sing

I'm so tired and weak, weighed down by stress
but still I continue to try my best
My kids are so wonderful and make me smile
but my soul has been hiding out for a while

I've given myself up for my babies well being
and now my pain is all I am seeing
When did I let myself go away
What did I tell myself to make it okay?

I just want so bad to feel fulfilled
I want to see my harmful cravings killed
I want so bad to feel relief
to replace my yearning with belief

I need faith, forgiveness, love and truth
End lies to self and excuse after excuse
Please God and angels answer my prayer
this weight feels more than I can bare.

Michelle