My baby is 3 !!! Ky's third year/bday party :)

Recent pics of my "baby" :) and a very cute video of her receiving a bday present from gramma Judy in the mail :) It also has her brother being the "robot Cluck 3000"

My baby is 3 !!! Ky's second year :)

Some more pics of my "baby" :)

My baby is 3 !!! Ky's first year :)

Funny how I still look at Ky as a baby... She is 3!! Time goes by sooooo fast!!! I personally LOVE to look at photos on blogs, so I thought I would share photos of my "baby" today :)

Some of my favorite songs :)

These songs are just so amazing, I want them always available at the click of a button :)





Now, it should be no secret on this blog that I LOVE EMINEM!! So if you are not a fan of rap, you may want to stop here, but I just LOVE this next song so much. I love Eminem's passion and honesty about his life and feelings.



Michelle S

My second post

I will do all kinds of things on this blog, not just poems, but for now I am just reading through some old poems and figured I would post a little something each day :)

November 21st 2007

I didn't know love could be so deep
that words could not explain
a smile or laugh could not come close
nor sun nor shine nor rain

The feeling swells bigger than my body
and seeps from pores and glows
tension wanting to escape in hugs
just squeeze until we're one, so close

A laugh and play makes each day worth while
makes me so glad you are here
a look in your eyes brightens my mood
and lifts away much of my fear

It is the love of my children that I speak of
There is nothing that compares
They make me proud, they teach me well
and I always know they care.

Michelle S

My first blog :)

Nov 15 2007

I used to be able to think and receive
no waiting time in between
Now working so hard to get anything
is making my heart too tired to sing

I'm so tired and weak, weighed down by stress
but still I continue to try my best
My kids are so wonderful and make me smile
but my soul has been hiding out for a while

I've given myself up for my babies well being
and now my pain is all I am seeing
When did I let myself go away
What did I tell myself to make it okay?

I just want so bad to feel fulfilled
I want to see my harmful cravings killed
I want so bad to feel relief
to replace my yearning with belief

I need faith, forgiveness, love and truth
End lies to self and excuse after excuse
Please God and angels answer my prayer
this weight feels more than I can bare.

Michelle